What the future smells like.

Besides being in love with myself, with what I do, with my loved ones. Things have been rather heavy. New projects, new power, new responsibilities.

I wouldn't say just 'rather' heavy.. its drowning me. But. I'm working doubly hard to surf this big wave coming my direction. Have to admit that with this big pile of work, comes with enormous amount of stress.

This stress will then translate to bad skin, bad sleeping habits, which will result in a higher intake of food, a declination in exercise. I know its bad.. because I have started to swear in traffic jams and all those cars who cuts into my lanes without putting on their signal lights. And I'm getting pissed at the rate of an elevator moves. When I want to make coffee and there's no hot water. When I want to get food and there's like a queue to get free money.

You get it ..

I'm giving myself 1.5 years to grow and learn, so I can emerge to be the person I want to be at the position i want to be taking on, surrounded by loved ones.

I have a goal insight. And it's staring back at me - and it seems closer each time.

What does the future smells like? A lot of hard work, determination and drive.

Makes my heart swell.

1) When he looking for me in a crowded place, and he comes from behind. And my body just simply knows, and turns just in time to greet his.

2) When what my wants are given first preference.

3) When he makes me breakfast or ice cream.

4) When he remembers what I say.

5) When his eyes shines.

Why Don't You

Ignore Everybody Else

&;

Be The Girl 

You Want To be
.