Friday, April 27, 2012

What would you say?


Everyday for the past one week, on the way back from my lunch, i would come across this particularly handsome young guy. Clothed in his office attire, and his tie always stands out. 

One of those guys whom are paid to hold some papers in his hands, asking random passer-by to stop a while ... to listen and subscribe(?) to whatever idea he is trying to sell. And everyday for the past one week, i have been noticing him and i am sure he notices me.. And yet every time he calls out to me, " Miss.. Miss... " I would just raise my hand and say no thanks.

But today, he changed his technique. From a distance, he has already noticed me, so he ran toward me. Walk with me and in the midst of our 1 minute walk - he sold to me his idea. I still said No. But the idea was already planted inside me.

He represents some company that wants to help a particular orphanage, and so all he wanted from me was to write something for the orphans. Something nice i guess, and maybe throw in some donation for the orphanage too? 

I said no, even to the writing something for the orphans. 

While he was explaining during our 1 minute walk, i have already mind-mapped and thought about what he was saying and asking of me. Normally i would stop and do/write something for them but this time around, nothing came to my mind. So i left him exactly at the spot just like every day where his booth ends and i walked on back to my office. 





What went through my head was just, " What could i write? " What could i have possibly written to these beautiful souls that might make a difference in their life? ",  say if i don't have to make a difference in their life, i still don't have a clue what to say to them. I was thinking hard- maybe too hard. But nothing , no idea no light what to write to/for them. 

Even as i write this post, i still have no vague idea on what to write for these kids. At this point, i'm just thinking that there's is nothing anyone can say to make them feel better in anyway?

What would you say to them? Share with me, then maybe i can go up to the man and give him a list tomorrow.



Monday, April 23, 2012

My fav feel good kit.



The best yoghurt ever!!   
My fav pizza  to be accompanied with this.   
Sometimes i dream of this restaurant, absolutely the best salads and ribs around town.
The best red velvet cake (so far) comes from here! and other best cakes are produced in my kitchen..

When i'm tired, i would love 24hours of this. Otherwise i need to go here, here, or here. Or maybe go caving in this awesome cave. But what i really need is just to experience this.

Fail proof solution - he makes me very happy. and her. watching this and laughing our asses off. Sometimes we would blast my speakers to this number and play dress up.





Why Don't You..


Why don't you be courageous and take risks?!



Sunday, April 22, 2012

Weekend ..



And i and having it! :D

My weekend is rocking really hard!! Hope yours is too! 



here and here

Saturday, April 7, 2012

Like a Wand..








This is Magic!!
It made my hair ... from zero to hero.
Imagine before puff pastry is puffed and after.




Thursday, April 5, 2012






Watch the stars?
They are beautiful..







Ranting post.

You know.. yesterday i had the worst melt down ever.. the worst of the worst. I yelled, and then i cried and then i ran like a mad man. I'm sure there were parts where i cried and ran at the same time. Not very good for the heart - i was gasping for air.

I just can't stand all the things and people around me. Its so unnecessary, and a waste of time. It's a joke... seriously a big big joke. People just make things difficult and hard and confusing. It is all very easy. Very very easy.

Sometimes i think i care too much.. look at those around me who are selfish. I bet they get around life just fine - just them themselves and their needs. My sister said that her friend, who went for therapy, said that you should be selfish, because once you think of other people's needs, there's where the problem starts -----> WHAT DID I JUST WRITE DOWN?

Honestly, yesterday i just wanted to break all the glasses by throwing them on the floor, i'm sure the act itself would have granted me some satisfaction. I wanted to overturn all the tables, and break everything that i could possibly reach for. I was feeling so frustrated,angry, and i would use the world fed up. Why is everyone so selfish? Why can't i be selfish too? I want to be selfish too.... but i know it will just feel so unnatural if i do.

It hurts to be nice and selfless sometimes. But i'll be anyway. Because ultimately, its between me and Him. The night ended well- while i was upstairs busy self-soothing. I suddenly heard someone with claws knocking on my door. And the white angel came to rescue me..... with wet kisses and lovely warm hugs.

And P/s if i ever go for therapy sessions and the therapist said something like that to me, i'm taking my money back, and i'll give the therapist a session.


Lately i have been seeing alot of dogs post on facebook and around.. makes me weep like a sore loser. And everytime i read i can't wait to go home and be with Mr. Brown. Here is one of them.



10 Things Your Dog Would Tell You.... (This made me cry)


1. My life is likely to last 10 to 15 years. Any separation from you will be painful: remember 


that before you get me. 


2. Give me time to understand what you want of me. 


3. Place your trust in me- it is crucial to my well being. 


4. Do not be angry at me for long, and do not lock me up as punishment.


5. You have your work, your entertainment,and your friends. I only have you.

6. Talk to me sometimes. Even if I don't understands your words, I understand your voice 


when it is speaking to me. 


7. Be aware that how ever you treat me, I will never forget. 

8. Remember before you hit me that I have teeth that could easily hurt you, but I choose 


not to bite you because I love you. 


9. Before you scold me for being uncooperative,obstinate,or lazy, ask yourself if something 


might be bothering me. Perhaps I might not be getting the right food, or I have been out 


too long, or my heart is getting to old and weak.


10. Take care of me when I get old; you too will grow old. Go with me on difficult 


journeys. Never say: "I cannot bear to watch" or "Let it happen in my absence." Everything 


is easier for me if you are there, even my death. 



Remember that I love you.




Article taken from here and a sad but beautiful goodbye.