SUNDAY!!

Hello dearest people;

I'll peel a piece of my life now to fill you in about what red/yellow/purple cloud has been over me.
The last 2 weeks was crazy, i mean its always crazy but for the past 2 months. It has been crazy crazy. Like a way that I could have never imagined. The impossible happened and I'm terribly surprised how much stress my body can handle. Actually not much. Physically or mentally. On a scale of one to ten. Its a staggering 2.37..

Haha. Humorous.

I have had 2 nervous breakdowns - ALREADY!. That was just in a total of 2 weeks. Let me think, in the past two months... how many nervous breakdowns have i had? 683 times.

My social life is a big ZERO. Actually is a negative. Haha. I spend my weekends in bed. Oh. I know how this sounds like. But i'm so happy to be in my bed. Our relationship has literally grown - exponentially.

This weekend work is being nice and gentle to me. So I have had a few extra hours to stare in the space and breath without having to do anything. Man.. The perfect definition of happiness.

And I had my 10km run. Wind in my face. My breakfast is not oats and nuts. Its actually scrambled eggs, with sauteed mushrooms and half and avocado with the perfect latte.

Owh. Sunday - you love me don't you?

I love you more.

I want to jump for joy.

Magical Moments.

I like to star gaze. The only chance I get to do it.. is actually when I'm out of town.
Because there;s no chance of seeing anything in the sky with that level of light and air pollution.

And when I was just staring at the sky for almost 2 hours.

A shooting star.

With the vast dark but clear sky as the backdrop. Along with many other stars.
Was indeed a very magical moment.

Witnessing it, awoke my broken spirit. Makes me feel a little more alive - like something bigger and more interesting is out there for me to explore. For me to waste time on. Other than my world things.

I, of course made a wish.

I wished that I could love more, love better.

without you - it's a waste of time.