Anti-aging cream please.

Well well well, here I am. 26.

Aside from the fact that I used to have triple the amount of energy 3 years ago.
I feel good. Really good about life.

Where do I go, and what will I see in the next coming year? Curious as ever. The best part is that the future is not known, in other terms, anything can happen. The sky is the limit. This very feeling excites me to the core. It's another adventure.

Every year, on this day I evaluate my adventure. How have I evolved over the past year.

Last's years birthday was still fresh in my memory. I guess I have evolved alot. 21,22,23,24,25. I am definitely a very different person back compared to today. And I'm so glad for the me today. I am more in control, more positive, more aggressive, less rigid, more laid-back and definitely happier.

What I'm looking forward in the coming year. Is to

1) Constantly educate myself.
2) Always always treat people with respect, give them their space and to accept that everyone is different.
3) Pay it forward. With much love.
4) Take care of my health. Exercise. Cook more often. Get enough rest.
5) Always self-examine and learn from mistakes and going beyond it.
     - my thoughts, mannerism, words, work ethics.

And you my readers, please remind time to time about the 5 goals and do not hesitate from asking me if I'm implementing it in my daily life or how am I progressing. Please also remind me to always remain a kid. On how to love conditionally, laugh freely and loudly, and of course to dance to which ever track in playing in my life.

Absolutely amazing birthday. It just gets better every year. :) It's like I cannot wait to get old, to accumulate all these beautiful moments and experience and be the best person I can ever be, with time. It's gonna be a long wayyyy. :) Here's to life!!

So much love; have a pleasant weekend!

On Gratefulness.

I never got the chance to blog about what i truly felt regarding my birthday. A few post back i mentioned, I  firmly believe that birthdays are private and a very intimate occasion for me- at least.

To me, every year i look forward to celebrating my birthday. Just because. I am grateful for life that has been breathed into me. As i age, i feel that my life is getting better. It does. And now i am in a much more happier place than i used to be. Maybe its time, maybe its because i'm growing, to be the person i want to be.

And i want to take this opportunity to tell you that, i am glad for all that i have been through. That every year i feel better about myself. I wished i have gotten here way before - but i had to draw a map first. Now i'm walking it. I'm grateful for all the challenges and obstacles i have overcame to be what i am today. I wouldn't change anything if given the chance.

I'm a lucky girl, with loving parents and the most amazing siblings in the world.And the most beautiful friends.
The only person missing at my birthday party was Mr. Brown. My one and only most beloved dog. I love you and have loved you all along, my lifelong best friend.

Suffering does builds character. Make sure it is the right kind of character.

So much love for you guys! xx

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Hey beautiful girl!!

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY RACHEL!!

I love you my beautiful sister!!

I wish you the best of the best in life,

You will grow up to be very beautiful, patient and kind,

full of grace and with a big big heart.

there will be more beautiful birthdays to come.

20th is just the starting of life.

Thanks for being there for me all the time.

*Sorreyh i can't be there*

Love.

Growth.

Tonight is finally the night i can rest. These past 2 weeks have been pretty tough and fast moving.I have been feeling really exhausted. Right after finished my last assignment for this semester,

i immediately began just to relax and ponder about my life.

I just celebrated my birthday about 2 weeks back, even on my birthday i had a paper to sit for.Nonetheless, my birthday was beautiful and i was contented.Looking back , i grew. Physically, mentally, emotionally, in every aspect possible.And i am so happy and glad that i took the initiative to shape myself, my attitude, my dreams and hope, my mentality and my happiness.

A year ago, i remember that that point in my life, i was kinda lost, i guess it's that quarter crisis, where i just want to devour the world and see everything and learn everything but i don't know where to start.I still don't know where to start, don't know how am i to achieve my dreams,but i know i will be there someday, so sure i am.I know a year ago, i didn't have that positive energy in me or the confidence, and i was a person who liked to do the finger-pointing..when i was the only person to blame for the choices i make that has indirectly impacted my life.

Today, i am more confident, loving, positive, happier, smarter,wiser, emotionally more stable.I am growing, and i love myself for that, because i don't want to be left behind, i feel like i am moving with the world.

I am really glad.

Let's hope my next birthday, i will be better than i already am.I want a simple, interesting, meaningful, elegant and beautiful life.And not to just exist in this world. I can't wait, to be out there, living my dreams.

I know i am just at the starting point,but i feel good already.

*It's raining heavily and i can sleep in-tomorrow's class is cancelled*

Do you think i have grown ?

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