Growth.

Tonight is finally the night i can rest. These past 2 weeks have been pretty tough and fast moving.I have been feeling really exhausted. Right after finished my last assignment for this semester,

i immediately began just to relax and ponder about my life.

I just celebrated my birthday about 2 weeks back, even on my birthday i had a paper to sit for.Nonetheless, my birthday was beautiful and i was contented.Looking back , i grew. Physically, mentally, emotionally, in every aspect possible.And i am so happy and glad that i took the initiative to shape myself, my attitude, my dreams and hope, my mentality and my happiness.

A year ago, i remember that that point in my life, i was kinda lost, i guess it's that quarter crisis, where i just want to devour the world and see everything and learn everything but i don't know where to start.I still don't know where to start, don't know how am i to achieve my dreams,but i know i will be there someday, so sure i am.I know a year ago, i didn't have that positive energy in me or the confidence, and i was a person who liked to do the finger-pointing..when i was the only person to blame for the choices i make that has indirectly impacted my life.

Today, i am more confident, loving, positive, happier, smarter,wiser, emotionally more stable.I am growing, and i love myself for that, because i don't want to be left behind, i feel like i am moving with the world.

I am really glad.

Let's hope my next birthday, i will be better than i already am.I want a simple, interesting, meaningful, elegant and beautiful life.And not to just exist in this world. I can't wait, to be out there, living my dreams.

I know i am just at the starting point,but i feel good already.

*It's raining heavily and i can sleep in-tomorrow's class is cancelled*

Do you think i have grown ?