Anti-aging cream please.

Well well well, here I am. 26.

Aside from the fact that I used to have triple the amount of energy 3 years ago.
I feel good. Really good about life.

Where do I go, and what will I see in the next coming year? Curious as ever. The best part is that the future is not known, in other terms, anything can happen. The sky is the limit. This very feeling excites me to the core. It's another adventure.

Every year, on this day I evaluate my adventure. How have I evolved over the past year.

Last's years birthday was still fresh in my memory. I guess I have evolved alot. 21,22,23,24,25. I am definitely a very different person back compared to today. And I'm so glad for the me today. I am more in control, more positive, more aggressive, less rigid, more laid-back and definitely happier.

What I'm looking forward in the coming year. Is to

1) Constantly educate myself.
2) Always always treat people with respect, give them their space and to accept that everyone is different.
3) Pay it forward. With much love.
4) Take care of my health. Exercise. Cook more often. Get enough rest.
5) Always self-examine and learn from mistakes and going beyond it.
     - my thoughts, mannerism, words, work ethics.

And you my readers, please remind time to time about the 5 goals and do not hesitate from asking me if I'm implementing it in my daily life or how am I progressing. Please also remind me to always remain a kid. On how to love conditionally, laugh freely and loudly, and of course to dance to which ever track in playing in my life.

Absolutely amazing birthday. It just gets better every year. :) It's like I cannot wait to get old, to accumulate all these beautiful moments and experience and be the best person I can ever be, with time. It's gonna be a long wayyyy. :) Here's to life!!

So much love; have a pleasant weekend!

Merry Christmas !

Hello people,

We'll be having Tiramisu this year, and it's ready...

to go into my belly.. =)

Before that, i want to wish you all..

A very very wonderful weekend, 

And a very merry Christmas to all of you.

Wishing...

I can't wait for Christmas.. some of the malls are already playing Christmas Carols... my mom has asked me to put up the Christmas tree.. but honestly i am a little afraid... do you know what 

this angelic face will do to the ornaments and the tree, and tree bark? Trust me- you won't want to know.

I just miss Christmas because everyone will be home and there's so much food(!), love and it just feels great. Not forgetting all the glitters, and beautiful dresses i am going to wear and ..... all the stuffs i am going to buy.

hahhahahah.

Nah, actually i just feel happy around Christmas because it's the time i thank God for another beautiful year, and this year grandma will be with us.

But, first and foremost... how do i put up a Christmas tree and stop my dog from eating it!! haha.

I am totally crazy.. it's the 10th of Nov!!!!!

Growth.

Tonight is finally the night i can rest. These past 2 weeks have been pretty tough and fast moving.I have been feeling really exhausted. Right after finished my last assignment for this semester,

i immediately began just to relax and ponder about my life.

I just celebrated my birthday about 2 weeks back, even on my birthday i had a paper to sit for.Nonetheless, my birthday was beautiful and i was contented.Looking back , i grew. Physically, mentally, emotionally, in every aspect possible.And i am so happy and glad that i took the initiative to shape myself, my attitude, my dreams and hope, my mentality and my happiness.

A year ago, i remember that that point in my life, i was kinda lost, i guess it's that quarter crisis, where i just want to devour the world and see everything and learn everything but i don't know where to start.I still don't know where to start, don't know how am i to achieve my dreams,but i know i will be there someday, so sure i am.I know a year ago, i didn't have that positive energy in me or the confidence, and i was a person who liked to do the finger-pointing..when i was the only person to blame for the choices i make that has indirectly impacted my life.

Today, i am more confident, loving, positive, happier, smarter,wiser, emotionally more stable.I am growing, and i love myself for that, because i don't want to be left behind, i feel like i am moving with the world.

I am really glad.

Let's hope my next birthday, i will be better than i already am.I want a simple, interesting, meaningful, elegant and beautiful life.And not to just exist in this world. I can't wait, to be out there, living my dreams.

I know i am just at the starting point,but i feel good already.

*It's raining heavily and i can sleep in-tomorrow's class is cancelled*

Do you think i have grown ?

Last Weekend.

Hey peeps, last weekend was really crazy.

After my birthday i headed back to hometown to attend my

friend's wedding. 

It was BEAUTIFUL.. 

Weddings are always beautiful...

Anyways this is a silly picture of me.. after everything was done,

they brought out party favors, and it was so much fun!!

My fav dress at the moment!! =)

How was your weekend?

Hope it was as fun as mine..

Well, it's all work no play for now.. 

Happy Monday!

Post Something.

Food,maggots and green eyes..

Hello peeps, wassup? =)

It has been quite a while since my last post... was busy celebrating Chinese New Year.
It was a very small gathering, only my family.. but with lotsa food! Stuffed to the core!!!! =D
It was also a very quiet new year for us, i practically did nothing besides sleeping, eating (75%), and just greeting visitors so i could collect red packets!!
And surprisingly, despite all the inflation and bad economy, i received quiet a hefty sum. =)

*****

Because i had nothing to do, and i ate most of the time, i spend all my evenings running to lose all the extra calories. There's this beautiful place, like a secret little getaway, which takes your breath away everytime you just step your foot in there. It is a narrow stretch of 2 km, with alot of trees and knee long grasses.... its just perfect. There's also a little hill to climb up...
So while climbing that hill, i saw some movements in a tree, not exactly a tree.. more like a shrub, with many twigs and branches and leaves covering it... i looked closer..

And i almost died ... there were 7 cute little puppies... so tiny... just so... awwwww.
They were all snugged up, close together. And despite that i couldn't find their mother, they were
well fed.  =) [ I'm such a sucker for puppies ]

So i went back everyday just to get a glimpse of those cute little things... i wished i could bring them all home.. not one, but all of them. You should see them for yourself- its like they love each other so much. I wanted to touch them so much, but i was scared my hands would hurt them..
But i touched them anyway. My sister and I were having so much fun... until my sister found that
one of the puppies was sick, it was like .. out-casted, it was smaller and i guess it couldn't fight for milk?  It had holes in its body. Like HOLESSSS.
She being the caretaker of the universe was worried like hell. And off we went to buy Dettol, wanting to clean up its wound and help it be healthier all over again.

So the next day, off we went to rescue the little puppy, its was a white puppy with black spots.
I was really disgusted, my dad ( dog expert) was cleaning its wound.. and you wont believe it..
Fat maggots were crawling out of the wound. I stood away.. like far enough. Me and worms- NO NO.
So after one day, we came back and saw that its finally running around playing with its other siblings.
We we both delighted. =)

*****

I left my hometown for KL again, back to uni. I was so reluctant, so tired of travelling, and cleaning my room all over again.. Seriously, i really love all my clothes but I really hate it with a passion when i have to clean up my cupboard. Then wash the sheets and cook and study and tutorials, and assignments and bla bla bla... 

First day back was exhausting. Then i have to deal with... test this week. And test and exams don't stop until MAY. So yeah, my whole being was practically rejecting the whole idea of studying and mugging constantly. I wanted to cry..... why do i have to work so bloody hardddddddddddddddd..............

Irritated and sad... i just sat down and played angry birds. hhaahhahaha..

No homework done, no research done, no dishes washed, no clothes were folded.

Just me and my laptop. =) And my sister came to be with me so i won't go mad- just the thought of studying all those text books can drive me mad. I really have to make peace with my books.

While i was sending my sister back to the train station, [walking in the dark].

I was shocked as a man followed me really closely. I jumped and he apologized profusely.

Then we walked together back to our respective apartments. He had green eyes. =)

Day 2

So i am back in uni, and so far i am so excited about the subjects i am doing.
But my timetable is crackooooooooooooo....  Very long days..

So i am here blogging cause there's no class tomorrow , because some days are full and some days i have no classes at all, but the best part is i have classes on Saturdays *sob sob*
But all in all, i am excited and so ready to kick ass, i hope my excitement don't melt away at Week 5 into my semester, that's where i have to start with assignments and my studying for my mid-terms.

So next next week is Chinese New Year!! Hahaaahahah, i will be getting many red packets- so i can finally get that beautiful pair of shoes. Maybe i will book a ticket off to somewhere beautiful.
And because Chinese New Year is coming, i have to work harder to lose weight now so that i can pile on the pounds for CNY, because there will be glorious glorious glorious amount of amazingly delicious food. I LOVE FOOD THAT MUCH.

Have a nice day peeps!!!

Christmas and The Last Week of the Year.

So Christmas just passed, its was beautiful- like ever other Christmas.
Mom,Rachel and i were busy as ever in the kitchen preparing for 24,25, and 26th of Dec.
And i made cranberry and orange almond pudding... It turned out OK, just a little sour because of the cranberries.

So, Christmas is over. Everyone has been asking me what i got for Christmas. And i didn't receive any presents at all, like every other year. We just don't practice present exchanging at home. Honestly, i don't know how Santa comes into the picture during Christmas when its all about Jesus.

Christmas for me its a time to reflect that Jesus came to earth, humbly, lowly in a the form of man.
To save the world and take away all my sins and everyone's sins. So, i'm rather delighted to go to church
and celebrate Christmas that way. Then just wishing everyone merry Christmas. Its fulfilling to see everyone in church so excited to come and praise God.

So, now its the last week of the year, how are we going to spend it?
I like to ponder about what i did for this whole one year and how i want to spend my next whole year.
I would want to receive it with open arms and with gladness. God knows how good and bad i have been this year. However,  i pray that the Lord makes me wiser, stronger emotionally and mentally.
I pray that whatever obstacle is placed for me, i can overcome it. I pray i learn to be more full of grace,
and learn to love others as they are. I also hope i can change into a better person, learn to be patient, and forgiving and stop expecting so much from others. =)

How are you going to welcome the year?

Have a great new year.

Christmas + Weekend = Disaster.

So i had the exam hours ago, its was kinda ok. But i was expecting 100% or at least 90% but there were a few questions that i couldn't do... Yeah, you know.. the ones that you wished and prayed won't appear on the papers will somehow miraculously appear on it- FIRST PAGE FIRST QUESTION.

So, after the paper i wanted to go out to the nearest shopping mall, just to take a walk.
I haven't been out of my apartment for almost 2 weeks... HAH!.
I wanted to go out so much because i just wanted to see something other than the four walls
in my room.. But unfortunately, after the exam i didn't go because the night before i couldn't
sleep at all. Insomnia is bad, totally.

So my eyes were burning and my shoulders weight a thousand tonnes, and i was so hungry
i could eat a cow. So i got some amazing brunch and just wasted a couple of hours.
I was kinda waiting for my tiredness to kick in, but guess what. It doesn't.
So i'm tossing and turning in bed trying to get some rest but i cant even get abit of it,
and my body needs the rest because its going to break down soon.

So after struggling to sleep, i finally pull myself up from the bed and head downtown.
Oh my, i have never seen KLCC so full before in my entire life. I must say, seeing so many people,
and the lights and decorations it made me more excited about Xmas than i already am.
Massive bargains are going on everywhere, but i wasn't excited at all because i really wanted this one dress and its too expensive for me as a student.. so i have to give it a go. Perhaps next time when
i am earning... So i am in this mourning state *for my dress* and all the shops i went into..
nothing looks appealing to me..

After a few shops, i saw this beautiful dress with a 60% deduction. Without hesitation, i became its owner. Haha, my tiredness went away in an instant.. So after that, i wanted to get a bite and i went
to Chilies, nope. its full and so i thought maybe subway-the queue is longer than the escalator..
So i decided to head home, and almost 7 anyways..

Hungry, tired, and happy.. i headed to the train station. To my horror.........
I see millions of people.. queuing up to get tickets. So i was like... " What to do, Xmas drives everyone excited and mad ".. so i stood in line.. About 20 seconds later, this girl, she came to me and stood in front of me.. I am like OK.

So i said to her "Hello, are you queuing here? "
Her : Yes.
Me : I am queuing here, you just cut me.
Her : No i didn't. You let me cut you.
Thinks *WHAT DID SHE JUST SAY?*
Me : It certainly doesn't start here and for your information, look at the queue behind me *pointing to her*
I turn back and saw 8 pair of eyes staring back at me.
Her : I didn't cut queue ok.
Me  : Ok, alright. You didn't and you can this spot.
And she rolls her eyes at me......


So its Christmas, its a time to give and be happy...

At the end of the day, i am still studying for my next paper. And fever is my new best friend.
And sore throat is my soul mate. They finally came to visit me after all those stressful nights and
all those time which i should be sleeping. Non the less, still excited about my new dress and going
home . =)