Feast your eyes

Our  beautiful and very pleasant stay at Sunda Resort.

Streets of Ao Nang.

Sunset, beautiful isn't it.

Maya Bay, where "The Beach" was filmed.
Crowded, nonetheless- like heaven on earth.

All the pictures with the clear blue waters are at Phi Phi Island.
It was breathtaking, and so beautiful....  It is about 40 minutes
for mainland, we have so much fun snorkeling and island hoping.
Phi phi island consists of 3 small islands.

We did kayaking and caving too...
It was very exhausting for me, we were kayaking for about
5 hours...  Dead by the end of the day.

*photos are completely not Photoshop-ed*

I missed that moment.

 You know that moment- when grace has fallen upon you and you have achieved something that you wanted.
Today i feel a little down. I miss feeling that i could achieve anything in life. I feel life is hard, and its harder for me because i am a @#$@#$((@#& perfectionist.

I went to hike Mount KK, because i was on the verge of losing my mind, my relationship was failing, so are my studies, i feel like i don't know myself anymore. My purpose to hike up to the peak, was a way to prove to myself, that if i can do this, i can do anything, it required great motivation, physical and strong mentally capability to encourage myself to keep on track, and also help my friends who were weaker.

The moonlight hike was difficult for me, as the air gets thinner and thinner.
But when i finally reached the peaked. I felt like i wanted to cry. I felt free.I felt like... i can't describe it.
And today, i miss that feeling, i want to be free again. I don't know from what.
From my own mind?

That is what a holiday is to me, where i take time, to let go and regain my mental health to take on the world.
I really want to go for another holiday, which can make me sane again.. not that i am insane.
Free from my mind devils, and the rat race, and the things i have to see to. I wished i can do something for myself, only for me and myself.

I just returned from a holiday, but it didn't help me in the way i wanted it to be, because i wasn't searching.
I am searching now. And i will find it soon. But i am scared of going to places alone.. hahhahahah....
I have to do this, for myself. I promise photos of Thailand will be up soon!!!

I hope your day was better than mine... share with me.

I found my camera wire... hehehe.. 

My hair is poker straight.. and i need lotsa volume .
I don't like using hair products because no matter what product i use..
it doesn't work... because whenever i step out the house.. its flat again..
thanks to our hot and humid weather..

i need help... shed some light please.

Thursday night..

peeps, wassup... i still can't find my wire!!! hahhahaha

Uni just started, assignments are given out.. quizzes and tests dates are all set.
How depressing is that. Total wet blanket for me.

Anyways... my holiday in Thailand was beautiful. Scenic would be the right word to describe my holiday. and not forgetting the word, Burnt. hahahahha.. Thailand was just a break that i really needed, this time i went with 11 of my friends, it was just fun, fun, fun.. i stole some pictures from my friends.. hehe. enjoy!!

Why Don't You?

Wear 

a 

red 

dress 

today?

Love

Sorry peeps, i have really been busy and i kinds misplaced my camera wire... so until i can find it, no vacation pictures!!! Sorry!!!

Today i want to share about love, about a very special kind of love- unconditional love.
A few days ago, i saw a documentary about a woman's love, unconditional love for everyone around her.
She went to Thailand after the world war 2, wanting to care about the less fortunate but God used her, and the capability to love to make a hue paradigm change in Thailand, she now owns an orphanage, for HIV positive kids.

It all happened when one day, when she was visiting another orphanage, and there was 5 babies left on the floor in a particular room. No one would touch them or care for them. The babies were left there to die. She thought that no matter what an individual has, they don't deserve to be left to die alone, no matter what disease they have.

So she loved, and cared for those who are rejected by the society. What love is this? Agape love- unconditional love. It moved me to tears, made me want to be someone like her. Someone who can love,touch ,care for someone who has aids, or leprosy or is rejected and dying.. She is really admirable.
I have yet to see and meet someone who has so much love, i would love to meet someone like that.
I believe she is the kind of person out society needs badly.

No judgement, no negatives, only love, a love that changes lives.