Two sides to a coin.

The weather is drastically changing. It's supposed to be the warm part of the year but the skies has been pouring non-stop. Day and night and every other time in between.

You know, i find something really amusing and disturbing at the same time, just a little observation of my own. I realized that people don't like to talk about bad things, or bad emotions. Please picture in mind when i say talking about bad things - it's talking/expressing with your mind and heart. No crying, or physical expressions. Only talking.

I mean i am well aware that we should always have the optimistic attitude to strive forward in life. And we have all heard the "Think good, you'll attract the good".
Note this.. But everyone also knows that there are two sides to a coin. Meaning to say we are all aware that there is an opposite to every abstract nouns we feel in life {notice i didn't use the word negativity} and it immediately sounds better.

Does it make me a bad person if i say what i feel inside? Even when i'm not supposed to say it? Is it ok to say i am tired sometimes? Or i am sad today? Or sometimes life is a bitch - without making it a joke? Because it really is-sometimes. And i really hate it when people see me like they can see hurt in my eyes - and then sympathize. Then try to laugh and turn it into a joke. I'm hurt that's all. We all are at some point in time right? Is hurt so bad we can't face it? Difficult i know, even i want to fly away from it. But its inevitable.

I honestly find it amusing that we all lie to ourselves by not talking about the bad things in life.We just block it away right? I do that too sometimes.. If we can talk about happiness i don't see why we can't talk about sadness too.  Is it because no one knows how to deal with sadness.. other that leaving it to Mr. Time to manage it for us?

Nobody tells me bad things - makes me feel like i am the only person whom bad things happens to. All i am hearing is how great life is, and you will get there and its fulfilling. But i have never heard one person sincerely say it is difficult. Is it because nobody wants to admit that we all need a little help sometimes?
No one tells you how challenging life can be, or how difficult is it to juggle work and a family, or to just be happy sometimes.

I think everyone in the world is an optimist except me.

P/s: today is a little grey and i am not ashamed to say it.. Need to walk on the beach and feel the wind in my pretty hair. But all i can do is sit in the office and visualize. :) Happy Day peeps. Love for all of you!!