I Can Be Who I Want To Be.

You know, i want to do so many things. It has been playing in my mind for quite a while now. I am actuary.
Honestly i feel embarrassed to even say that aloud. I don't feel like i have learned anything from the past years while reading in my prev uni.

I have been toying with the idea, about going back to school. Don't know to read what yet. I wanted to be a doctor badly when i was young, i still remember the scene, at every grade, i would write 'doctor' in the what do you want to be when you grow up column. And i still remember it until today. The reason - i didn't make it to med school was because my results weren't good enough, secondly, considering my parents' budget. Was a big  no.

I want to be a doctor, to open a bakery , and to be a social worker, a full-time mother. I want to be so many things. The thing with me is that - i am so versatile i can be any one of the above, in fact i can be everything - not at once definitely. If i map out and prioritize each one of each at a specific time in my life and focus on it.

I was just thinking the other day, was would be the one thing that i would regret not doing. Would it be - not chasing my dream hard enough ? Or should i just focus on being a kick-ass actuary.?

Maybe i'm just lost. I think this is what people call the quarter life crisis.

I would love to attend classes at the Le Cordon Bleu Paris Culinary Arts School too.