Lately I have been cruising.. Just letting my life and days cruise by. Because i'm afraid to move, to change it, to mold it according to my mind maps. And as disgusted i'm with myself for letting that happen to me, i am glad too.
I have been just dreaming, waiting for it to happen to me. Just hoping i don't have to work hard for the life i have planned myself. And a few days ago, i just sat down thinking and thinking.. and just got so sick of not making things work, when I know i can move mountains someday, not today or tomorrow but i know someday soon.
So what was I actually afraid of? Was it failure? I guess you could say so. But mostly i would say i didn't move my ass because i was too cautious. I wanted to make sure that it was the 'right time', the 'right thing' and of course the 'right move', on whether it suited me or not. Well, I most certainly know that there is no such thing as the right time or right move. I just got to do it. However, i also know that there is such thing as luck and amazing opportunity knocking at the door just at the 'right time' - if you know what i mean.
But i'm gonna work hard for the future i have in mind.. I'm gonna embark on a new journey, a very significant one in fact. I'm so excited for myself, and, you, my dear readers, if i ever lose hope or side track. Please do not hesitate to nudge me back into the right track.
Great things are coming my way. :)
Almost can feel it coming. Wish me luck.
So much love for you guys.
I have been just dreaming, waiting for it to happen to me. Just hoping i don't have to work hard for the life i have planned myself. And a few days ago, i just sat down thinking and thinking.. and just got so sick of not making things work, when I know i can move mountains someday, not today or tomorrow but i know someday soon.
So what was I actually afraid of? Was it failure? I guess you could say so. But mostly i would say i didn't move my ass because i was too cautious. I wanted to make sure that it was the 'right time', the 'right thing' and of course the 'right move', on whether it suited me or not. Well, I most certainly know that there is no such thing as the right time or right move. I just got to do it. However, i also know that there is such thing as luck and amazing opportunity knocking at the door just at the 'right time' - if you know what i mean.
But i'm gonna work hard for the future i have in mind.. I'm gonna embark on a new journey, a very significant one in fact. I'm so excited for myself, and, you, my dear readers, if i ever lose hope or side track. Please do not hesitate to nudge me back into the right track.
Great things are coming my way. :)
Almost can feel it coming. Wish me luck.
So much love for you guys.
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