This little cutie pie is my younger sister... I have been meaning to write a post about my beloved sister, but i never could get around it, because it gets me all emotional.

She's the best thing that have happen in my life.She's my bestest friend.. hahhaha

A person whom i will always lookout for, take care of, love-alot, protect, scold, guide and knock sense into her. She is growing up, getting old and seeing alot of the world.

I am afraid one day she grows up too fast and has her own friends and will never need me again.

I still remember, i used to take her diapers, and feed her milk, and she plays Barbie dolls with me,

and dressing up and when she was younger she always follows me around.. and it usually pisses me off.

She's there when i am having a break up or break down, fat days, slim days,

fail days, pass days, birthdays..

I love you, please don't grow up so fast.

I love you forever Rachel.

You will always be my little sister.

You will be my maid of honor, and will wear Vera Wang too.

haha.

younger days

2010

Doesn't she look all hot and grown-up?
Sis's prom (2010)

My 23rd birthday

Food for thought.

I always feel that i am responsible for the people around me, and it is very hard for me to feel relax and totally relaxed. I feel that i have to care about them, love them, look out for them, walk with them, carry them, run with them, cook for them, clean for them, make sure they choose the right decisions.

There's always something i have to do for others, just to make their everyday life a little less harder.
And i sometimes feel that most of my day is about other people. The thing is i freely offer my help to those who need it.

Just yesterday i had a little time after all the cleaning and washing, and in between my studies and painting.. i had a little time for myself... i wondered if all the people i helped, are they worth it? Would they help me in return...
Could anyone have offered me help if i didn't help them in the first place. It's a cold cold world isn't it.
I doubt anyone in this society would offer to help. We are rats running everywhere all the time, running away from our bed in the mornings, and running back to it in the evenings.

Do we have that kindness in our hearts? We do don't we, it's just that everyone is too freaking busy to care.
Sometimes i feel that life shouldn't be like that. It should be filled with people who get up for older citizens in the train or bus, filled with people who buys food for the less fortunate and puts it in their begging cup, or help a blind man cross the street, or help the tourist who is loss, or help the old lady to pick her heavy bags....

Sometimes it saddens me so much, to see... everyone is for themselves...
Then who is for me? who would give me, a smile or an acknowledgement, who would help me...
God will. I can love others so freely because He first loved me.

Remember????

You know what.... when i was younger and when i was dating....

I made so much effort... i mean like, i made sure my hair was mirror-like-shiny, and i made sure my breath was fresh all the time, i dressed up during dates and made sure i smell good.. 

But now, i just can't seem to be bothered about all these things... but i do make sure i am clean and i smell pleasant and i am presentable.. 

Do you remember when you first dated a person? How we- girls get ready for dates. OMG.

I can totally use that time to get some rest nowadays. Unfortunately, i haven't been dating anyone lately(more like  forever). I used to make sure my skin was perfect, and my legs are shaved, and my hair smelled like ....... amazing.

hahaahahha... just reminiscing old times. Today i was cleaning up my closet and realized that i have soooooo many dress and beautiful things to wear, and i don't really wear them anymore because i don't have the occasion to wear it to, or someone to wear it with. It was feels nicer when you're doing something for others.

I am sure if you made yourself breakfast it will be cereal and milk, but with that someone special.. it will be cereal and milk plus chocolates and strawberries!!! =)

And i remember being shy in front of guys, and not eating on first dates, and just smiling sheepishly throughout the whole date..... 

How were your first dates like?? 

Typical weekend.

What a b-e-a-u-tiful day........................

Like every weekend, i make breakfast for two (my sister is bunking in with me), a little squeezed but its filled with laughter and lots of love =D. Every morning i make for her breakfast before she heads off to work.. unless i have an early class in the morning.

So today i woke up wondering what to make for her...... and then i thought Cinnamon Toast!!!!
Ohhh... it was amazing.. first time making cinnamon toast!! i will make it more often now- its so easy!!

How have you been doing? I have been pretty busy with uni... test starts on Monday!! so this weekend is totally for studying. I have been pretty busy whipping up food for sister too.. i mean i cook for myself everyday, but you know.. you tend to plan and cook more when you're serving someone too..
I find it pretty exhausting.. Clean, cooking, going to the gym, uni and studying... Do you too?

Before i start studying i have to clean up my closet, OMG. it so messy i can't find anything.
And i have bought a few things lately... hehehhee =)
So you can see, i bought so FEW things that is has made my closet pretty stocked up.
* do the happy dance* I love having new stuffs, but honestly i think its getting a little pack.
Should i go slow.... or just get a bigger closet.. i mean if its its a small cupboard of course its packed right, but put the clothes from a small cupboard into a big cupboard, all you get is 20% filled. haha.

I think its time for me to be money savvy, since i will be graduating soon and i really plan, to make my money work for me, not the other way round. Life is hard enough and i really don't want to feel like i have to force myself to be a slave for money. Maybe some investment... but i think its totally not the right time- with Greece being on the brink of Bankruptcy.. a recession may hit US market and then it will happen with the rest of the world. so yea..... omg... did i just sound like financial person... hahahhaa.....
How do you save? what investment do you make for today and your future?

hopefully it will be a pleasant day today!!! Weather is pretty awesome-its cloudy and windy...
Cleaning and studying here i comeeeeee............

Lots of love... =)
Have a beautiful day.

: O

ELIE SAAB

VERA WANG

Monique Lhuillier

Badgley Mischka

Christos

Oscar de la Renta

Marchesa

Reem Acra

Oh my, can i just wear all the wedding dresses without getting married?

They look so ..............................  died. and gone to heaven.

Not that i am getting married.

These designers are just- born to do it.

=D

Sales is everywhere!!! 

I Got this beautiful dreamy dress yesterday.

Just got to get it when i laid my eyes on it.

Check it out here.

Perfect dress for so many occasions i can think of..

Dress it up with some heels or platforms,

or go low key with flats or sandals..

Can't wait to wear this dress!!!

 =)

Not every itch should be scratched..

I chopped off my hair.

Totally.. T.T

Just not used to it.

I'll get use to it soon.

But still...

T.T