Take A Leap Of Faith.

You know something, i realized that something things should have been easier in life. I was talking to a friend, he mentioned that if things are meant to be for you, it will be smooth sailing, almost perfect.

At first i disagree, i think i disagreed way too fast without thinking. I mentioned that if you want something, sometimes it is harder to get it. {Hello! - forces of nature!} Naturally things won't come to you easily when you want it the most.

Then he went on to explain that if you have to put so much effort for something 'regular' or something 'normal', at the end of the day you have to ask yourself if it even worth the effort. For something 'regular'. Then he went on to say its better to leave, and something that is naturalling effortless will come along.

I kept my mouth shut later. Because it made so much sense, but sometimes i know you have to struggle in order to obtain something. And often we still don't get the end results/product that we desire so much in the beginning. So we just take away the experience from the journey.Experience is what you get when you didn't get what you wanted. { Does this means that i am experienced }. However experience is also the most valuable thing anyone can offer.

So are there things in life, which are not working out miraculously for you? Is it worth the effort and time? Are the things you pursuing even worth pursuing. After this conversation with my friend, i have to admit that there are so many things i have to check again if its even worth pursuing.

Knowing what is worthy of my time is one thing, having the balls to eliminate it and move on in life is a whole different thing.. I really want to take a leap of faith.

Have A Pretty Friday!

 

 

 

 

What a pretty little girl!

Have A Pretty Friday & Weekend.

 

 

 

 

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So nice!!! So much thought and effort put into it!

Valentino Spring 2013

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Reality + some hormones.

You know that amazing feeling, of being wanted and being cared about? - It sometimes makes my day. Infatuation is it.

Hardly remember the feeling of falling in love. If i remember correctly, it was sweet smelling, rather warm, makes me flutter and stutter and blush. And it made the imperfect world seem impeccably perfect.

I remember love. And how hard it was staying around it, in it, on it. How mundane it actually is. Love is like a warm blanket - protects and comforts everyday. But it is especially appreciated when you need it the most. Other days you forget how to appreciate the blanket.

I'm afraid of it. I'm so in control right now that i'm so afraid to lose my balance. To be unglued.
But i know i can never outsmart getting hurt. Neither i could ever be ready to face it. But i think i'm letting go for a bit. So i can savour life.


Love for all of you! xoxo

 

When A Cute Guy Smiles At Me.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Decisions,decisions,decisions.

It is my destiny to choose.
Seems so difficult when i'm spoilt with a million options.
The sky is the limit.