Remember that feeling that you have - when you think about your dream job, your dream house, and whatever you want. Or be it your yearly resolutions.
This particular year, I didnt pen down any particular resolution. Instead I had a detailed plan on what I want and what my purpose was, for the coming 5 years, 10 and 15 and 20. Coming up with the plan took a little while - because I wanted to make sure it was a gradual learning and growing process instead of an out of reach dream.
To much surprise - I have manage to tick every number in my 5 years plan and, surprisingly moved on to tick a couple of points in my 10 year plan.
Thinking that if it was sooo achievable - it wouldn't be so easy to be ticking all the points in like - less than 6 months. Well, thinking back, I did work very hard for the last few months.
Achieving so much, ticking all that I want to do and achieve. Honestly it didn't give me the satisfaction I thought i would get when I wrote those purpose down.
What happens next?
When you are at the point you want to be - but the smell and taste of it doesn't taste like victory or success.
What have I gain on the way here?
What did I sacrifice - what did I risk? Did achieving my dream really made me happy?
More importantly - was it what I
really wanted. ?
Should I continue sailing on this journey or throw my anchor into the vast sea and think for a bit?
Was it all the wrong things?
Was it all the right things?
