Of brains and gym.

HElllllllllloooooooooooooooooooooooo...

This whole week is just crazy.. its just amazing how am i still alive...

I had a test today, which i have been study for since the last weekend.... 

It was relatively easy and i could do it, but i'll never know how many silly mistakes i made..

I was disturbed by the fact it was easy, but i couldn't score... its definitely better than being.. getting a super 

hard paper and getting zero... I mean.. it's totally me... Why the hell can't i just do it right without all the unnecessary nonsense......

I just let it go because it couldn't change anything.. 

After class i came home and tried to get some sleep, so i kept sniffing the lavender oil, because it really helps me,

to calm my nerves and it puts me to sleep really quickly...

So i fell asleep.

And when my alarm rang.. i felt so tired. My body felt really heavy.. and i just wanted to

lie back down to continue sleeping, but i can't because i have a paper tomorrow as well and i need to rush some assignments. So i sat on my chair, my mind is blank.

I can't think, i don't wanna waste time... but i realized my brain really couldn't work because is going in..

It's not working because its too tired...  OMG. 

EXHAUSTION REDEFINED

So.. here i am just typing words.. and its not going through my mind.. i am going to the gym now..... to kick start my exhausted mind..

How to people do this shit?????????