At my age...... 40% of my friends are married and are parents already.
I am super younggggggg ooooooooookkkkkkkkkkkkkk, girls are getting married way way too early nowadays.
What's all those talk about the lowering rate of marriages or ladies are getting hitched later?? Total Bullshit.
Well i guess i am one of those, projecting those numbers and statistics. I will never marry young. Hell no.
Its like death. Imagine you have to feed your wailing child every 2 hours? and how sore your nipples are going to get... now.. imagine i am painting a picture, and all these inspiration is up in my head, and its flowing out...... but i have to cook dinner for my kids. And i need to spend a few hours at the grocery store thinking about what to buy, i can't afford to bring my kids to the toilet and listen to them screeching.
I wonder how my friends do it?
I love kids, sometimes i hear my biological clock ticking. BUT.
I am young and vibrant and i am YOUNG again. There's so much time to do all those stuff.
Youth- comes only once. And poof!! its gone.
I wanna see the world, and ride through the amazon, climb mountains, go fishing in the sea, count the stars at night, and enjoy the sparkling blue seas. Of course, i wanna read my masters pretty soon, maybe in New York and savor life outside my shell. I wanna paint, and dance, and cook and eat and enjoy myself.I have even seen the world!!!
Get what i mean, its a commitment and its a life long one, so why are all my friends readily giving up their lives? * Just in my opinion *
Maybe they have gotten all the satisfaction and happiness in life? They are ready?
If i was 24 and had a child, i would be crying everyday. I truly wish them the best, help me to understand why. But at the same time, its so much strength and courage, at this age. I could never have done it.
I guess people have different timing.
I lurve kids, and can't wait to have them, so when they are here. They will be getting my full attention.
Of course i can't wait to kiss, cuddle, sing a lullaby, or wake up at 4 am for the feedings.
In the mean time, its me time. Its me time to learn as much as possible, to experience and savor.... =)
Kudos to all of you strong, capable, working mums!!! I salute you!!!
I am super younggggggg ooooooooookkkkkkkkkkkkkk, girls are getting married way way too early nowadays.
What's all those talk about the lowering rate of marriages or ladies are getting hitched later?? Total Bullshit.
Well i guess i am one of those, projecting those numbers and statistics. I will never marry young. Hell no.
Its like death. Imagine you have to feed your wailing child every 2 hours? and how sore your nipples are going to get... now.. imagine i am painting a picture, and all these inspiration is up in my head, and its flowing out...... but i have to cook dinner for my kids. And i need to spend a few hours at the grocery store thinking about what to buy, i can't afford to bring my kids to the toilet and listen to them screeching.
I wonder how my friends do it?
I love kids, sometimes i hear my biological clock ticking. BUT.
I am young and vibrant and i am YOUNG again. There's so much time to do all those stuff.
Youth- comes only once. And poof!! its gone.
I wanna see the world, and ride through the amazon, climb mountains, go fishing in the sea, count the stars at night, and enjoy the sparkling blue seas. Of course, i wanna read my masters pretty soon, maybe in New York and savor life outside my shell. I wanna paint, and dance, and cook and eat and enjoy myself.I have even seen the world!!!
Get what i mean, its a commitment and its a life long one, so why are all my friends readily giving up their lives? * Just in my opinion *
Maybe they have gotten all the satisfaction and happiness in life? They are ready?
If i was 24 and had a child, i would be crying everyday. I truly wish them the best, help me to understand why. But at the same time, its so much strength and courage, at this age. I could never have done it.
I guess people have different timing.
I lurve kids, and can't wait to have them, so when they are here. They will be getting my full attention.
Of course i can't wait to kiss, cuddle, sing a lullaby, or wake up at 4 am for the feedings.
In the mean time, its me time. Its me time to learn as much as possible, to experience and savor.... =)
Kudos to all of you strong, capable, working mums!!! I salute you!!!
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