The small write up before the big day.

I have been playing peek-a-boo with this blog. No, actually i have totally neglected this space.
Well - i just quit my job and bla bla bla.

I had a much needed break  ( when you are busier during breaks) and a few epic moments with loved ones. This whole month I have been all touchy feely about marriage and having kids. Like the whole month is a period before my period.

And its funny how the universe affirms what I'm totally feeling right now.

I finally went to the doctor to check up why i could be so hyper everyday but thoroughly exhausted?
I know he could tell because he started asking funny questions. So after telling him my daily routine and my diet... so the REAL questions begun.

Doc : What are you doing now
Me  : Bla bla bla.
Doc: Are you happy?
Me  : Eeerrr ... Yeah? I guess so. ( I could totally write up another post on this )
Doc : Do you have a boyfriend ? When are you getting married ?
Me   : ............... ( 10 seconds silence ) I do not have a boyfriend. * I AM MORTIFIED*
Doc  : But you're 26 already - should have a boyfriend. (Then he gives me the best advice in the world)
           Always find someone who loves and cares about you more than the other way round.
Me   : That's why I'm single. Cannot find. * I want to leave this conversation and blend into the wall *

I totally love this doctor ok - he has seen me grow all these years.I have been seeing him since I was like.. 2? And I am abso-fucking-lutely dumbfounded that my happiness has got anything to do with having a boyfriend.

Owh well, i was ready to forgive him; and he manage to annoy me further. The next time you come ; please come back with a boyfriend. *RAGEEEEEEEEEE* hahahhaha.

After that pretty awkward conversation, *dad driving* I asked permission if I could be a single mom.
My dad said ok - "thats fine with me".

After we got home - he presented me a stack of internet print-outs - about how kids who are raised by single parent would turn out .. the exact words : lop-sided.

Exciting weekend for me.
Tomorrow will be more exciting for me.
Let the journey begin.

Lovely weekend peeps!