Rainy,wet,cold Sunday.

Hey peeps, sorry for the silence! I have been rather busy and it was a bad bad week.

With already my very busy schedule, i had to nurse a broken heart, someone dear just collapse and ..... and there was a reunion with my school friends. I just felt like stopping time and stand still. So much is happening and all i am feeling i just... " what do i want to cook " ?? i just want to do comforting stuffs. But i can't because i have 2 test next week and a 20% presentation to go through.

1)Some days i feel that the world IS filled with good people, people who care, love and are just simple. Then i realized, how naive of me... there are bad people too, people who are not nice, who makes you feel everything in the world but peace and love. My love hate relationship with men, has mellowed a lot, (older much ???),but i just can't understand how bad things can happen to good girls, like really really really good girls.

2) Isn't it heart wrenching for someone to just lose a parent in a glimpse of an eye. That was what happened to my friend, she's young and raw. I can't help to ponder, how is she going to go through life without her dad.
Fathers are very important figures, to me at least, my dad is the only man who loves me like no other.
How would anyone, so young and tender, handle the lost of a dear father, and then takes on his duties, and remains a balanced growth throughout her life? I really hopes that she stays strong, and lean on God for guidance and comfort in these difficult times. She said, "It happened too fast, and i still feel him here with us".
Can't imagine the pain she's going through.

3) I had a little reunion with my school girls, i had so much fun, and would do it all over again. Met so many beautiful souls that night, most men. *wink wink* however, we all know what to expect when you meet men at bars. haha.

Now, it is seriously back to business. It is raining heavily outside, and i have to study for my test, when all i want to do is just lie down on my soft little bed and curl up under my blanket. I feel hypnotized, like as if my bed is calling out to me...
Anyways, happy Sunday to you guys, hopefully it would not be ssoooooooo blue tomorrow.
With lotsa love,
meeeeeeeeeeeeeee!