Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Do you ever .. ?


Worry? I worry way too much when i'm sad and down. I'm afraid i won't laugh again.
I'm afraid i won't wake up and appreciate the sun.

I'm scared of the future.. but when i am happy i embrace it with much love and look forward to every adventure.
I am scared if my parents die too early.. I can't remember the last time i kissed him.

What if i am always going to feel this way. I need something bigger.. to remind me how small i am, and how tiny my worries are. I feel so insecure, and i know it takes time to heal.

Did i ever mention i am way too impatient. I feel like yelling at my wounds, " Heal already ! "
It has only been 24 hours. Its going to be a long and winding road.

I wished things would just go away, i wish for many many things. But reality remains.



1 comment:

  1. Without worrying, life must be boring. Is ok to be worry ,sad, scared, and down but as long as we believe Future will be better, everything will be fine!

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