Fabulous Friday

Today i woke up to a phone call from my good good friend, someone i truly care about, we have never been able to be there physical for each other but always there somehow.... It was a pleasant surprise. But still i am still in my transition state, where sometimes the only thing that is holding me back is .. fear.

Here is how things go in my head:

 I'm scared, what if.... i'm terrified.... i'm scared.. like really ok?  What would i do is this happened, or that happened? Will i ever regret, why am i even having this conversation with my brain....

Then i felt a little tired, try having a debate with your own brain...

Then ... "Why are so scared, what is the worst thing that can ever happen to you? Look at the light... follow it.. no one is perfect... just take that step... everything you ever wanted is just outside your comfort zone..."
" Nooo.... you don't understand.. I'm really scared ... to breathe to move... what if everything just becomes worst?"

So i just ignored my brain for the rest of the day and put on my ear phones...
This was what i heard....

         Close your eyes and surrender to your darkest dreams

         Purge your thoughts of the life you knew before..

         Close your eyes, let your spirit start to soar...

         And you'll live like you've never lived before...

        Open up your mind, let your fantasies unwind,

        In this darkness you know you cannot fight...

        Let your mind start a journey 

        through a strange new world

        Leave all thoughts

       Of the life you knew before

        Let your soul take you where you long to be

Illustration .. of what happened in my brain..

It's going to be worth it

I'm scared.... I'm not ready at all,

..fear, Excuses, Nothing is easy

Take a leap of faith,Pessimism,terrified, 

I'm not ready, its not time yet, I'm not ready

YOU CAN DO IT.fear

You deserve this,I'm not ready, Be courageous 

i am really scared...

fear... Face your fears!

I cannot run away can i... its Friday ok.. give me a break!

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Have a fabulous weekend!