IRRITATION.

Have you ever gotten mad at someone who you already know will make you mad? Then you suddenly realized what in the world did i even bother to care? It made me feel stupid.

So I'm kinda always stuck in situation where people are just irritating. Or is it just me? 

I feel my brains are too fast after studying too much math. SERIOUSLY. If i had a reading subject like history or economics or something. i would take hours to study a topic where else if it was a math subject.. takes less than 2 hours.... So here are some of the situation really makes me wanna rip people's brain out of their head.

Whenever i see my brother all dressed up and perfumed at dinner time, i would ask " Where you going ? "

Guess how in the world would he reply me?  Here you go " Out ".

At this moment, i would be in awe. I am like, isn't it obvious?

So i ask again, " Ya, where to ? " 

He  replies, " Out to eat "

So this is the time i wanna pull my hair out, and my blood starts to boil a little, " Dude, its dinner time, you're dressed up, don't you think its obvious you're GOING OUT for DINNER? "

He replies, " Err, ya.."

I feel like an asshole, trying to care about him.

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Then there's this one time, when i was in a rush to buy a train ticket, the queue was short but this lady in front of me............ Oh my, normally those who are in line, we are all ready with the exact fair in hand so that we can get our ticket in a flash and go wait for out train.

Well, this lady.. when it was her turn, she carefully unzip her bag, digging it to find her tiny purse.

When she finally does find it, she then pours her coin collection out of her purse. Then finally she got the fare that she wanted, then she remembers she has to also buy another 2 tickets for her children waiting at the side for her.

And after another excruciating scene of her calculating her coins, she carefully holds the 3 tickets in the hands and wonders where to place them, after that, she finally zips her purse and places it into her bag and zips her bag too. So she took 10 minutes away from me. I missed 3 trains. 

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Sometimes when you are pressed for time, its when everything comes your way. hahhahahah.

Have you met anyone who just wanna have the last say in everything but they don't know what exactly their are talking about. Lets say you learn economics and you know it in and out, so you have this friend who happened to like economics but he has no solid background about it. So during one of my outing *(about 10 of us). He started blabbering about the world,economics, how we are suffering with money and currency.. and bla bla bla... so knowing my stuffs i gave my opinion and no matter what i said, i was wrong to him.

Like....... He wanted to have the say... 

Why do i care about expressing my opinion to people are short sighted?

I felt dumb.

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Met anyone who doesn't know what they want? Don't know what to eat, where to eat, when to eat, don't know anything. All i can say is Good Luck. I have literally died.

I tried to plan for this kind of people, i had a mental breakdown. Given that there was a time constrain, along with traffic and human congestion, along with the uncertainty that hotels were all fully booked.

Kill.Me.Now.

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Somedays i am so excited to learn something, so i get all excited in lecture and suddenly there's this equation you don't know and its kinda hard. Thats the time the lecturer uses this phrase " Go back, read and try it out for yourself  ". Its sometimes funny that lecturer teaches all the easy sums but leaves the hard ones out for us to try for ourselves, and miraculously these are the ones would appear on the final paper. hahaha.

But funnily enough when i was writting this blog, i wasn't irritated at all. Its funny to me now.

You know why? I don't have to study and i am on VACATION. hahhahaha. =P