Holidays are almost up, this time around, my holiday is much of a roller coaster ride.
With disappointing events, and my pup being knocked-down. I am pretty much exhausted.
But most of all, i am just feeling down, with recent events in my life.
Have you ever wondered the one thing that keeps your from being happy or successful.
For me it is patience. I have none. Actually i have heaps of them, but i am impatient.
Because i feel so tired. Tired of trying, Tired of waiting. Tired of everyone.
Because people are just such a pain sometimes. We are all so unstable, always-wavering. And all i want is just a definite answer or something that doesn't move or change. And patience is energy and time - and if you realize time IS everything.
I guess God has His very own way to teach us what we have to learn. And this time around. The situation He placed me in, just spells -
P A T I E N C E
Nothing i can do but to accept it, although quite reluctantly, i will- maybe in a few days time.
I can either be bitchy, bitter or have a better attitude about this. I am certain at the end of all these, i will definitely be better than i am today.
Thank you Lord, for loving me, still wanting to teach me the lessons of life, i believe in this situation - that will help me cope with my life better. I might not see the bigger picture, and sometimes wrestle with you because i really don't like to go through the things that you put me through. But thank you. I know only You know me best and mean well.
Today i am feeling a little down, nonetheless , have an awesome weekend peeps!!!
Despite me being down, i still have lotsa love for all of you!! =)
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