Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Future of mine.

Today my lecturer offered us jobs. Saying that all we have to do, is just hand in our resumes and he will try to help us. For a moment i thought i could be happy. Then he has to spoil it all by saying.
Just make sure your CGPA is high enough......
My heart just skipped TEN BEATS. Enough already with the qualifications.
Everyone is so up the butt with that. EVEN ME.

I don't score well in exams, i don't know why. Maybe because i don't have passion for this course that i picked.
I don't regret it, because doing this bloody hard course makes me dig deeper into my life.
So do i really want to work as an investment banker? Or totally as an actuary?

Or am i going to be one of those, who has an actuarial science degree but takes photographs, paints and wears my thoughts through my clothes. Hmmm.. i guess i won't know it now, but i hope soon.
Maybe i should just serve tables... what a waste of talent and brains.

So my friend said to me, " You've worked before in banks and retail outlets. I am sure your experience will surpass the need for a high CGPA score. Faring well in education sector is not everything you know"
For a moment it made me feel good. But when i got home, i googled!! and to be in the investment sector, you do need to be smart, quick, heartless and smart again!!! =S

What is mine, will be mine. What is not mine, will not even cross my path.

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