The past week was just crazy. Exposures, loss models, gamma, alpha, beta, poisson, geometri... of UDD and de Moivre's Law, constand force of mortality, common shock, one life dies, another lives..
and there's anomalies, T-bills, Repurchase Agreements, and the expectation theory and the preferred habitat theory and so much more.
I am pretty glad that week is so over. But i wished i had more time, to study and master questions so i could have gotten high marks. But its all past, so just get over with it right. I still have one more last test on Monday though.
Today, is one of the days i feel empty but i don't do anything. I don't shop ( God know how long i have been in my room studying for all my test and assignments - i think its been about 3 weeks. )
So i tried sleeping.. if you don't know by now.. i have a serious sleeping problem.I lay there just tossing and turning - i am so exhausted but i just can't get the sleep. My body has been over working.. and most probably in shocked mode.. With sleep less than 5 hours a day, and classes, and test, and assignments, and all the reading...
I wonder how i survived.. aren't we all awesome, our body can go through so much like its nothing.. and i totally have to thank God for this awesome creation- my body.
Today i feel so lonely and empty. Maybe its because i haven't been going out to see the world.
I'm just here, in my room, being best friends with my book when the reality is that we're sworn enemies(periodically, not all the time). Only when i am stressed,we're enemies.
So i took a long bath, and tried studying. My head is really hurts, and nothing seems to be entering.
Now is the time i need some tender loving care.
So i think i am going to paint. =)
and there's anomalies, T-bills, Repurchase Agreements, and the expectation theory and the preferred habitat theory and so much more.
I am pretty glad that week is so over. But i wished i had more time, to study and master questions so i could have gotten high marks. But its all past, so just get over with it right. I still have one more last test on Monday though.
Today, is one of the days i feel empty but i don't do anything. I don't shop ( God know how long i have been in my room studying for all my test and assignments - i think its been about 3 weeks. )
So i tried sleeping.. if you don't know by now.. i have a serious sleeping problem.I lay there just tossing and turning - i am so exhausted but i just can't get the sleep. My body has been over working.. and most probably in shocked mode.. With sleep less than 5 hours a day, and classes, and test, and assignments, and all the reading...
I wonder how i survived.. aren't we all awesome, our body can go through so much like its nothing.. and i totally have to thank God for this awesome creation- my body.
Today i feel so lonely and empty. Maybe its because i haven't been going out to see the world.
I'm just here, in my room, being best friends with my book when the reality is that we're sworn enemies(periodically, not all the time). Only when i am stressed,we're enemies.
So i took a long bath, and tried studying. My head is really hurts, and nothing seems to be entering.
Now is the time i need some tender loving care.
So i think i am going to paint. =)
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