Thursday, March 10, 2011

Lent

Its the first day of lent, i was thinking hard what would i wanna do this time.

Its the time to go back to God, for repentance, and i don't wanna do something that i wouldn't challenge myself.
I don't wanna go vegetarian or just to show that my body is into it.
I want my soul, my heart, my thought, and my body to be into it.
So i was thinking about what i should do.

Then i thought about it, and i came a cross an article about how we should all be gentle and full of grace with our loved ones. So i thought , hey, why not i try this. Since i am not the so-gentle-type of girl.

Its not about being gentle, i am gentle for my loved ones, maybe not full of grace.
This would be a challenge for me, like 100% challenge.
So i pray God, that in this lent period, may i be more like you *a fraction*.
I am sorry for all the sins i have committed, when i shouted at my parents, when i let myself think lowly myself and wallow in self-pity, or i questioned You. So, i will try very hard in these 3 months to a little more like you. To know that You are always with me, and i am worth it and i should be more gentle and graceful, towards myself, my thoughts, my life, my parents, my siblings, and all around me, even the cashier-guy.

I want to be more graceful, and kind and gentle towards everything and everyone in this world.

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