Yesterday was a bad bad monday because i didn't get to sleep like a baby. This is how sometimes i hate myself for having insomnia.
1 am : I off my lights, put some lavender oil on my pillow. Tuck myself in.
1.05 am : Looks at the ceiling.
1.06 am : Looks at the cupboard.
1.07 am : Looks at the wall.
1.08 am : Looks at my table.
1.09 am : *finding that comfortable spot*
1.10 am : Talks to my little ashley *cute little red pig*
1:11 am : Close my eyes and pray to God, to give me rest.
1:15 am : Opens eyes.
4.30 am : Looks at the ceiling.
5:00 am : Still tossing and turning.
5:30 am : Finally, i'm drifting away to dream land.
7:00 am : Alarm ringssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
Yea, so i dragged myself out of bed, bathe with my eyes closed. When i reached uni, i am restless, and tired and within 3 minutes of a tutorial or lecture i feel like dying. But the day got better because my friends were being so goofy and funny, i kept laughing until my stomach ached. So i got home at 7 in the evening. I have to study and do my tutorials, and go to the gym and cook dinner.
In the end i just ate bread, skipped gym and dived straight into tutorials.
I really don't understand how lecturers work...
What is being taught in lectures : X
What is being asked in tutorials : Y + Z
What is test in finals : 0.05X + 0.2(Y + Z)
What is the purpose? To teach one thing and ask us another thing, and test us on a fraction of both?
To cut the super long story short, every single time i do my finance tutorials, i end up sitting on my chair for hours, because i have to read the lecture notes again and again, and then try to search the net for answers. Showing up in tutorials with no answers is.... you will get beheaded.
So i went to bed,this time i just died. hahhahaha... Tuesdays are a bit more relaxing. Still 8-5 classes, but i have 2 hours break instead of just an hour... i skipped gym again today. I feel super tired, my chest is tight, like gasping for air??? Tell tale sign that my body is literally rejecting the idea of what is going to happen for the next few weeks.....
Week 8 - 3 test + 1 quiz
Week 9 - 1 test + 2 assignments due date + 1 quiz
Week 10 - 1 test + 1 quiz.
The quiz is such a pain in the ass, it goes on for 10 weeks, one mark per each quiz.
So for you to totally get 10 marks. You have to get 1/1 for each quiz, which consist of 10 questions.
Lecturers are mad.
Stress alert!!!!!!!!!!!!
But guess what? Even with all these stress, i still wanna study. However the only thing that is stopping me is ...... i keep wanting to go to the mall to get groceries.. totally crazy.
1 am : I off my lights, put some lavender oil on my pillow. Tuck myself in.
1.05 am : Looks at the ceiling.
1.06 am : Looks at the cupboard.
1.07 am : Looks at the wall.
1.08 am : Looks at my table.
1.09 am : *finding that comfortable spot*
1.10 am : Talks to my little ashley *cute little red pig*
1:11 am : Close my eyes and pray to God, to give me rest.
1:15 am : Opens eyes.
4.30 am : Looks at the ceiling.
5:00 am : Still tossing and turning.
5:30 am : Finally, i'm drifting away to dream land.
7:00 am : Alarm ringssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
Yea, so i dragged myself out of bed, bathe with my eyes closed. When i reached uni, i am restless, and tired and within 3 minutes of a tutorial or lecture i feel like dying. But the day got better because my friends were being so goofy and funny, i kept laughing until my stomach ached. So i got home at 7 in the evening. I have to study and do my tutorials, and go to the gym and cook dinner.
In the end i just ate bread, skipped gym and dived straight into tutorials.
I really don't understand how lecturers work...
What is being taught in lectures : X
What is being asked in tutorials : Y + Z
What is test in finals : 0.05X + 0.2(Y + Z)
What is the purpose? To teach one thing and ask us another thing, and test us on a fraction of both?
To cut the super long story short, every single time i do my finance tutorials, i end up sitting on my chair for hours, because i have to read the lecture notes again and again, and then try to search the net for answers. Showing up in tutorials with no answers is.... you will get beheaded.
So i went to bed,this time i just died. hahhahaha... Tuesdays are a bit more relaxing. Still 8-5 classes, but i have 2 hours break instead of just an hour... i skipped gym again today. I feel super tired, my chest is tight, like gasping for air??? Tell tale sign that my body is literally rejecting the idea of what is going to happen for the next few weeks.....
Week 8 - 3 test + 1 quiz
Week 9 - 1 test + 2 assignments due date + 1 quiz
Week 10 - 1 test + 1 quiz.
The quiz is such a pain in the ass, it goes on for 10 weeks, one mark per each quiz.
So for you to totally get 10 marks. You have to get 1/1 for each quiz, which consist of 10 questions.
Lecturers are mad.
Stress alert!!!!!!!!!!!!
But guess what? Even with all these stress, i still wanna study. However the only thing that is stopping me is ...... i keep wanting to go to the mall to get groceries.. totally crazy.
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